—About money —Dad said.
He clenched his jaw. —Yes.
Jason had lost his job in February. That much was clear. What he didn't know was how serious the situation was. Melissa began speaking in sharp, defensive sentences: the mortgage was behind, two credit cards were maxed out, Tyler needed appliances, and their variable interest rate had gone up. She spoke as if the facts alone justified everything.
I listened to her, astonished, because perhaps I would have felt compassion if I had not chosen to buy her off with my humiliation.
Mom chimed in to support her. “We were trying to avoid any drama. Emma’s had a tough year. We didn’t want this to turn into one of those nights where everyone feels awkward.”
I looked at her. "Do you mean one of those nights when I exist and you don't like being reminded of it?"
His expression hardened. "That's not fair."
But it was. For the past year, ever since Daniel left for Denver with a woman from his office, my mother had acted as if my divorce hadn't happened to me, but as if I'd brought the blame home. She never said the worst things directly. She preferred polished phrases. Maybe it's best to keep the details private. People don't need to know everything. Melissa's children need stability right now.
Stability, in my mother's language, meant appearances.
Dad reached into his pocket and placed his phone on the table. “I found out because Tyler borrowed my iPad last week for school, and your messages synced. I wasn’t snooping. They just appeared.”
Melissa closed her eyes.
Dad continued: "I would have given you money if you had asked me sincerely. What I'm not going to do is reward cruelty towards my daughter and granddaughter."
Jason finally spoke, so quietly I could barely hear him. "I didn't know Emma had been uninvited."
Melissa turned to him. "Don't do that."
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